Pretty Much Okay Already

Lately, I kinda couldn't bring myself to write anything in the blog.
Nothing interesting happened anyway.
I know I was pretty emotional in the last post but I am glad to announce that I am pretty much okay already. Pretty much.. I do think about what happened at times.. but yeap okay already.

Our pharmnotts t-shirts arrived this week.. it's pretty big for me actually... and I ordered small.. and well.. the logo seems pretty small too.. but nevertheless.. it's still nice!
Can't wait for our theme day on monday! (theme day - everyone wears our pharmnotts t-shirts!)

Well.. that's all for this week..
Kinda boring actually.. but on a happier note.. I have less classes and less reports!

Today

i DON'T LIKE TODAY.

CPR

I am a bit sad right now.
but I did have an alright day.
Lab today was actually fun.
I learned quite a lot about CPR, and it was very interesting! (p.s. I thought the baby doll was actually quite creepy) It is actually pretty cool to have a license to save people. But it is a bit scary as well, what if we do hurt someone or accidentally kill that person in process?? I mean I know there is some law to protect us from being sued or something.. but I think it's the very prospect of accidentally killing someone.. will I be able to sleep at night without thinking about it???? I mean of course you can't save everyone in the world and somehow being a health care professional you are bound to kill or hurt someone.. but just the thought sends me the chills.. I am very emotional and I think something like that will take me an awfully long time to forget about.

Maybe that is one of the reasons why I don't wanna be a doctor.
I don't really want to face death.. or anything that is sad or unhappy.
I want to be a happy-go-lucky person all the time.
I like the way I am right now..
Although I can be quite silly at times.

Oh yeah.. I am still a bit down now.
But I think I prefer to keep the reason to myself.. although a blog is a place to kinda express how you feel about something but I am not ready to pour everything out into this yet..

I love my family.
(random...but I just feel like typing that out) :)

SAtURdaY!

I love and hate Midvalley.
Why does it always have to be so jam on the way to Midvalley and why is it impossible to get a parking space there???
Urghhh.. and that place has to be so damn convenient and handy, that I sometimes absolutely have to be there! Gatherings.. shopping.. lunch..
I miss going to 1-u though.. but why is it so far???

And this week I went shopping for a prom dress with Eilyn and Lynn after our community pharmacy visit. That was fun though.. did a glucose test and of cos I was fine!!! (although I was a little doubtful since I did eat an awful lot of ice cream the night before)
Anyway shopping for a prom dress proved to be an ardous task..
I have to agree that not every dress flatters your body and that dress might look gorgeous but it might not be on you (although it was otherwise for Lynn.. a lil bit jealous though.. she looks fab in everything :P)
Eilyn bought a really lovely dress.. and it looks really nice on her.. very sweet.. I LIKE :)
I on the otherhand.. tried on what seemed like gazillions.. but I was already in love with the very first dress I tried on..
HOWEVER.. it was a lil bit too tight around a certain place.. and that put me in a dilemma! Buy? or not???
But.. its 50% off! (thank you so much to the lady with Xtravaganza card which entitled me for additional 20% off)
Bought it anyway.. too irrestible.. and arghh.. of cos my mum disagreed! Spending money on a dress you hardly fit in? Too bad.. bought already :P

He he.. and I now have to treat my maid extra nice.. she is trying to alter my dress for me.. and she is doing a great job so far.. it's less tight now and hehe i need to start watching my weight.. which brings me to what happened today..

*takes a deep breath*

My 14-year-old cousin told my 16-year-old cousin that I have a waist line of at LEAST 30 inches.. .gasp! 30? 30? 30?
Do I look that fat???
And she told me that I might need to lose some weight.
THAT was HURTFUL!
hmph...

oh well.. other than that.. it was another uneventful saturday..
hope tomorrow will be a more interesting day..
and I hope I'lll get some reading up done tomorrow..
I am so so lost in classes.. and I am so so lazy..
no one usually believes me but it's true..
I AM LOST AND LAZY :(

COM LAB AGAIN!!

In com lab with Lynn and Pui San!
And I think 3 of us agree on one thing here.
WE HATE LAB REPORTS.

Home!

I love being home!
I can laze around like a pig!!!
And my parents think that I have been deprived of everything!(especially food!)
I am really gonna miss home lots when I go UK.
I am glad I chose the twinning programme. I would seriously seriously miss life in Malaysia a lot.

The past 2 weeks has been real fun!
Spelunking was nothing that I expected.
It was a real adventure and I felt that I have accomplished something great in my life.
I had so so much fun, you couldn't believe it!
and I met a lots of people!
I think I am starting to like outdoors a lot.
'cos The Gua Tempurung trip was fantastic! 'cept the part that Eilyn got hurt and Li-lynn can't swim in the waterfall :(
It would have been more more fun!!

Lynn and Eilyn!!
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
Hope we can go to the raleigh camp together!
and I can't wait for Tuesday for ICE-CREAM and SHOPPING ON WED!

In COMLAB

I hate reports.

Emotional

I am not a clubber. SERIOUSLY.
Although I did go clubbing this week again.
But I can explain this.
It was INTER UNIVERSITY NITE.
With uni students from IMU, APIIT, MONASH, UTAR and one more that I cannot remember, how can I not go?
Of cos I did not tell my mum. I could get grounded. FOR LIFE.

And the afternoon before clubbing, I watched the semi finals of the basket ball competition. It was exciting really!
I really wanted to watch the finals but was busy preparing for clubbing so I missed it.. what a waste! Luckily the team I was supporting won.

PASSION was really really hot.
Although the crowd was great and the music was fabulous, it was just too hot. I was sweating bullets.
Anyway, haha our mission (me, Lynn, Tze, Eilyn, Hwee Yin and Chui San) was to WOW the crowd with Nottingham hot students and guess what? WE DID JUST THAT!

Haha.. we went up the first floor, and we stood up the cushion seats and started dancing! It was great!! Ahah center of attention, no doubt! AND I absolutely love dancing!

I slept at 5.30 yesterday!
Was really sleepy in class but it was worth it! :)