I do not think I;ll be leaving on the 10 July after all. more bad news more bad news. I really do hope next year I can get to work at BOOTS. sigh, why why of all ppl, it has to happen to me??
I know I said to myself a dozen times I am okay with this already and I can stay longer in malaysia and well I can do placement here as well. But i cant help but having pangs of jealously occasionally that I am not there working with BOOTS. Maybe because I have been expecting it all along although I was not exactly looking forward to it but now that its gone, it really hits me that I do wanna have work experience in the UK like everyone else.
The only happy things is yes i indeed have longer time in malaysia to spend with evryone else. Which is really good i guess. SOmetimes, i feel that maybe I am strong and I can deal with missing ppl, but in fact I maybe much weaker than I think I am.

Right now, I am just at home lazing like a pig. I need a life.
Desperately. GOTTA find sth to do soon before i rot and die........ :(