CPR

I am a bit sad right now.
but I did have an alright day.
Lab today was actually fun.
I learned quite a lot about CPR, and it was very interesting! (p.s. I thought the baby doll was actually quite creepy) It is actually pretty cool to have a license to save people. But it is a bit scary as well, what if we do hurt someone or accidentally kill that person in process?? I mean I know there is some law to protect us from being sued or something.. but I think it's the very prospect of accidentally killing someone.. will I be able to sleep at night without thinking about it???? I mean of course you can't save everyone in the world and somehow being a health care professional you are bound to kill or hurt someone.. but just the thought sends me the chills.. I am very emotional and I think something like that will take me an awfully long time to forget about.

Maybe that is one of the reasons why I don't wanna be a doctor.
I don't really want to face death.. or anything that is sad or unhappy.
I want to be a happy-go-lucky person all the time.
I like the way I am right now..
Although I can be quite silly at times.

Oh yeah.. I am still a bit down now.
But I think I prefer to keep the reason to myself.. although a blog is a place to kinda express how you feel about something but I am not ready to pour everything out into this yet..

I love my family.
(random...but I just feel like typing that out) :)