Idiot
I just felt that there are many things left unexplained.
Its still bugging me, but I cant seem to find anymore questions I need to ask.
The truth is out and I feel like an idiot more than ever.
I haven been blogging in a while but lately there are so many feelings I need to put down in words but i am too afraid to put in on my blog, (which i am sure no one reads anyway and hence i deleted the post everytime i type one.)
There are so many things I want to know but yet I refuse to hear. I wanted you to say something more at that point, to convince me that I am wrong . But you didn't although i prompt you so many times. And probably if you did say something then, it probably wasnt something I wanted to hear. Maybe it was better that way. Since now everything really has come to an end.
Its still bugging me, but I cant seem to find anymore questions I need to ask.
The truth is out and I feel like an idiot more than ever.
I haven been blogging in a while but lately there are so many feelings I need to put down in words but i am too afraid to put in on my blog, (which i am sure no one reads anyway and hence i deleted the post everytime i type one.)
There are so many things I want to know but yet I refuse to hear. I wanted you to say something more at that point, to convince me that I am wrong . But you didn't although i prompt you so many times. And probably if you did say something then, it probably wasnt something I wanted to hear. Maybe it was better that way. Since now everything really has come to an end.
posted by Shin at 12:20 AM
2 Comments:
You poor dear. You're not the idiot, really. And I do read and check on your blog.
Eh, give me your phone number there, want to hear your voice. Haven't heard it in a long long time. =)
Miss you babe, muaxx!
Here's another reader for you. =)
And know this: I too delete stuff that I have spent hours writing.
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