Unexpected

2008-03-02T20:03:00.004+08:00

I think in anyone's moment of weakness, they might do something stupid or something they regret. BUT WHY WHY do i have so many of these!!

Sigh..next week is the pre-reg forum and I have to start thinking of my pre-reg year already.I think its a bit too early for us to be thinking of pre reg and all when we haven even started our summer placements. The only good thing is that if I am successful in my applications this year, I dont have to worry about getting a spot in UK next year. BUT this means I have to polish my CV( which is like crap now), write a cover letter , and start doing applications soon. But lately I have been more lazy than ever, and have been procrastinating a whole lot more than i ever have. TRUTH is I do have a lot of spare time but I am just plain lazy. I am so bored here in the UK.I promise myself next sem, I will join more societies, meet more ppl and go to gym ( need to lose weight :( )
I really want to get into industry pharmacy but it is very very competitive. I dont think i am suited for community or pharmacy. Oh well, hopefully everything will be alright..

Idiot

2008-02-26T00:20:00.004+08:00

I just felt that there are many things left unexplained.
Its still bugging me, but I cant seem to find anymore questions I need to ask.
The truth is out and I feel like an idiot more than ever.
I haven been blogging in a while but lately there are so many feelings I need to put down in words but i am too afraid to put in on my blog, (which i am sure no one reads anyway and hence i deleted the post everytime i type one.)
There are so many things I want to know but yet I refuse to hear. I wanted you to say something more at that point, to convince me that I am wrong . But you didn't although i prompt you so many times. And probably if you did say something then, it probably wasnt something I wanted to hear. Maybe it was better that way. Since now everything really has come to an end.

In the UK

2007-09-30T19:08:00.001+08:00

It has been almost 2 weeks since i have reached the UK that i have been longing to go to. And well..it wasnt as fun as i thought it would be. Maybe it is because i stay off campus and there is just so much cleaning to do bcos i have obviously dirty previous tenants so the house is just s complete utter mess.
BUt the house is getting better and I am slowly settling down, although the horribly cold weather isnt helping!!

I miss malaysia so much and i am only here for 2 weeks. I only wish that my initial homesickness would go away faster.

I haven been taking any pictures or exploring anyway either!! SOunds so sad!!! I had my first class 2 days ago and it was beyond scary. It was such a hard core first lecture and after 4 months of rotting, it felt like i have never done this course before!!

And i have been shopping!!! only its not for fun things but for ridiculously sad things like groceries and household items which takes forever because we always lack somethings!!! OMG the selection of chocolates and cookies here are to DIE for!!
No wonder ppl get fatter here!!!YUMMY!!

I shall try to take more pics and post some of it here soon!! :)

Cheers.:P

2007-07-26T22:31:00.000+08:00

Currently reading Harry Potter

2007-07-05T20:14:00.000+08:00

2007-07-05T14:44:00.000+08:00

I do not think I;ll be leaving on the 10 July after all. more bad news more bad news. I really do hope next year I can get to work at BOOTS. sigh, why why of all ppl, it has to happen to me??
I know I said to myself a dozen times I am okay with this already and I can stay longer in malaysia and well I can do placement here as well. But i cant help but having pangs of jealously occasionally that I am not there working with BOOTS. Maybe because I have been expecting it all along although I was not exactly looking forward to it but now that its gone, it really hits me that I do wanna have work experience in the UK like everyone else.
The only happy things is yes i indeed have longer time in malaysia to spend with evryone else. Which is really good i guess. SOmetimes, i feel that maybe I am strong and I can deal with missing ppl, but in fact I maybe much weaker than I think I am.

Right now, I am just at home lazing like a pig. I need a life.
Desperately. GOTTA find sth to do soon before i rot and die........ :(

Phuket Trip

2007-07-04T00:51:00.000+08:00

I just came back From Phuket. This trip was suppose to be kinda a trip to a place with a lot of sun and beach with family before i go to the cold cold and damp UK in JULY. turns out i am not going UK in July anyway...sigh...why must things go worng..no placement for me now...oh well i was hysterical, sad and angry but now I am over it. As my dad say, you gotta earn your opportunities, in life not everything goes your way. Life is not a bed of roses but how i wish it was :P

So I shall update with some of the pics in Phuket!

Ming hann trying hard not to get wet.

There is this weird out of place prehistoric mini town. Packed with Dinoburgers, Dinogolf and Dinotour in the Dinoland.

Played Minigolf with Minghann, mum and dad

ok needless to say i have many silly pictures of me!! Whee Go kart if fun!!

The hotel I stayed was called Karona resort and Spa! Well it was okay only, altho i think the room was fantastic..deluxe connecting bedroom :) and very spacious too. But not enuff facilities tho.

Tuk Tuk. Taxis in Phuket!! they are called tuk tuk and they come in all colours!!

Me and my mum at a Phuket View POint.

2007-05-21T13:13:00.000+08:00

Exams are over!! well ...it was over a week ago but i was just too lazy...been catching up with sleep and tv series mostly(btw i am a mega HUGE HEROES FAN! those who dont watch heroes...ure missing the best things in life..wahahhaha)..AND SO SAD...i hardly went out the past week...well i have been but not with friends and i miss that!

Had a heart-breaking farewell with the lecturers last tues just right after the exam...it was really rush for me, yin and eilyn especially since we and a few others (lynn and pui san! )decided to put up a slideshow plus video for our beloved lecturers and coursemates..thank god i;ll still seee my coursemates in sept or else i would just burst into tears the other day!
so its all set! leaving on the 10th JULY nite...heading to london first. well why so early? cos i got placement for 2 months and really...i am the last to fly off d! will miss msia food to bits..since i am such a pig..i tink anyone would agree on that matter

Been having a tad bit emotional problems lately..but i think i;ll be able to cope..all should be good..i hope :)
ps:Note to self:whatever it is I need to learn to cope with change and stay strong!!

2007-05-10T17:32:00.000+08:00

I went to Sam;s blog and I saw what she did when she was bored...hence i decided to take a few as well!! wwas suppose to study..but everyone needs a break once in a while rite???

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISFP)

Your personality type is caring, peaceful, artistic, and calm.

Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 8% of all women and 6% of all men
You are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

You Are 36% Bitchy

You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts.
Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them!

How Bitchy Are You?

You Are Cheesecake

Rich, sweet, and simply perfect.
You're not boring - you're just the best!

What Dessert Are You Most Like?

Awww...i was hoping i;ll be chocolate cake...

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people.
You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together.
Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly.
People crave your praise and complements.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

DOnt I wish!!

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 60%

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence is Average

You have a pretty good awareness of who you are, but you occasionally surprise yourself.
There's a lot about your own psychology that you can figure out.
Consider starting a journal or writing poetry. There's a much deeper side of yourself that you will discover.

How Does Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Rate?

A journal?? I am too lazy for that...

Your Personality Is

Rational (NT)

You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas.

You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy!

Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people.

In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally.

You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought.

Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals.

In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent.

At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia.

With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well.

As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly.

On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.

The Three Question Personality Test

MC

2007-04-07T21:47:00.000+08:00

TO My dear MC Friends!!

You guys are great. Always will be the friends I’ll treasure in life. ALWAYS.

I miss all the gatherings we had at tat wei;s house.

I miss the times where I used to eat all the time in class and labeled by Pn.Jamaliah (Jammy) as one of the class hamsters.

I miss the time where we had the sleepover party at anna;s house (16^th bday)

I miss walking into 1M,2M,3M,4M and 5M classrooms and seeing my classmates.

I miss Rachel’s loudspeaker voice screaming and making noise in class.

I miss xin always writing stuff on the board esp the countdown thing we had before spm.

I miss hiding ctf’s pencilbox.

I miss calling may ling and complaining to her about almost everything.

I miss talking to wan and mayling 24/7.

I kinda miss the time where I always search sek teng;s bag for food. (Sorry)

I miss hanging out with sam,sinthi, anna, pui li and sometimes wan in Mrs Bala room.

I miss the times where everyone was nice to everyone and where everything wasn as complicated.

I miss the times in MC. I really do.

6 weird things

2007-04-07T21:26:00.000+08:00

Tagged by wan:

'Each one starts out by telling 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write (in their own blog) 6 weird things as well and state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave each of them a comment letting them know you tagged them and the cycle goes on.'

6 weird things. ( But I am not weird…why would I have 6 weird things?) And who can I tag? Its not like I have ppl reading my blog? Can I tag someone who has been tagged again? And its like most ppl dunno I have a blog too..cos well haha…I tried to hide my blog before..and well so no one really knows bout it. SAD.

If I order ice cream and fries in Mc D’s, I like to dip my fries in my vanilla ice cream. (is this weird? I know a few others who happen to like doing this as well)
Well, before I entered uni, I have this weird rule that I cant sit for at least half an hour after dinner.
I walk when I study. EVERYWHERE. From the kitchen to the living room to my own room until my feet hurts.
I like to open the fridge when I reach home whether or not I am hungry , even if I dun feel like eating. It’s like a reflex thing.
Before form 4, I hardly weigh myself. From form 4 till A level first sem, I think I weighed myself everyday if I could. Now I don’t.
I am afraid of gaining weight but I still eat like a pig. If i see any chocolate cake, chocolates, anything sweet in front of me, I cant resist.

Oh is this weird? I like to stone. I can just stone whenever.

Tagged:

I’ll think who I want to tag in next post.

PANGKOR!!

2007-03-30T22:44:00.000+08:00

Me and eilyn in the "beautiful" waters of pangkor. Went kayaking to some remote island...at least the beach there is much much nicer....
Eilyn, me and li-lynn on a large swing!!
Me and PPPJJ.
OUTDOOR CLUB COMMITTEE (GIRLS ONLY)

Well, as promised i uploaded my pics to Pangkor Island and yeap i had fun altho i had to say....the beach there is errr....well not very nice...well..the seawater was kinda filled with a lot a lot of other things that shouldn be seen . so thank god it rained in the morning the very next day...or else i would say the trip is could be quite dull...went kayaking for the very first time in my life...very very fun....haha so so sorry to ken for underestimating ur ability and me for being a lousy kayak-ing partner ( i think i stop kayak-ing like every 2 minutes) and also i went for banana boat also!!! THAT WAS SO MUCH FUN! a bit silly...but nevertheless fun.

I was a bit reluctant to go at first, since i had a tiring week and well, ive been to pangkor before and i knew the beach wasnt exactly star quality but nevertheless, I am glad i went cos the beach is still the beach and no matter what, it gives you this amazing feeling of calmness and tranquility ...is like you have no worries and you are there to have fun and relax...and nothing bothers you...so i must make a mental note to go to the beach again before i leave to cold cold damp UK :(

well..that;s all for now...patrick i hope you are happy!!! I am suppose to do my report!! hmph :P

QUIZ QUIZ

2007-03-29T22:12:00.000+08:00

So i was reading wan;s post and decided to give the quiz a try. There is a view on myself and also the real me...so i;ll put down the real me and you guys can decide if i am really what the quiz say i am.

The Real You

Here is the analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking

I am childish i admit but i dont think i dont care about ppl feelings!! i do a lot !! Sometimes i might be mean but i dont mean it!! Bleh.....well....if anyone wanna try out the quiz, Click here

I just came back from pangkor!!! will update with pics soon!
:)

Where did all the time go to?

2007-03-18T13:44:00.000+08:00

MC gathering at kong fui's during CNY! The guys are gamblers i tell u!hmph
All the MC girls :P
Sarah,..where are u looking??

I miss mc!

Erm..i know the layout is a bit weird and i kinda combined posts so....:P

Have i posted this pic b4? DArn..haven been taking pics in a while so...gotta post old pics d :(
Can u really reveal your deepest inner most feeling in your blog without having ppl to judge you for how you feel or what you do? I can’t and sometimes I really want to pour everything out in my blog but I always cant and I am so bad at analogies that well I cant make up anything that relate to whatever I am feeling at times.

Anyway I realize I have been blogging in a while and its time for some sort of update in my life. Hmm…lets see…well I have been pretty busy lately….both in uni work and social life but with my social life totally taking over…I am so slack in my studies right now ..I cant bliv it myself..and even I do have time…I watch tv series…heroes..desperate housewives…and occasionally anime (yes…I am still hooked to a certain anime)

And I got dissertation, poster work, group presentations that are gonna be due soon and I am so dead!Someone out there.....pls help me!!!!

Ok…let’s see of I have time to do some revision next week.This is the list of my social activities for next week ( I have classes from 10-5 almost everyday)

Monday-meetings ( fine not exactly social…but it takes up like my time from 5-7)

And after that I told pui san I’ll help her out in deco.

Tuesday night-I am trying to make an attempt on cooking!(pls let me succeed at least once!) followed by UNIM idol at the Great Hall! (Chui san and jojo (My coursemates ) are gonna perform!! Its gonna be really really cool)
Wed nite-going to mid valley most probably for dinner
Thurs nite-ZOUK (I am not going there for clubbing!! It’s a charity fashion show and if I club..well.. is purely coincidental!!)
Friday nite- free!!! Well …unless I need to prepare for Sat and Sun
SAT AND SUN- In Pangkor for OUTDOOR CLUB TRIP! I have to go! I am in the committee!

Oh…look…so much for studying.

A post!

2007-02-24T18:52:00.000+08:00

Seraph being struck by cupids.( me and chui san)..i look pretty dead here d...an exhausted cupid!

Ahh sorry ppl for the lack of update! I am an extremely lazy person and i am sure some of u will agree with me on that! So to make up for it...I;ll make a cny resolution to blog more often and post angelic pictures of myself! (or rather, cupid like?)
OH and happy chinese New year!
Its been an extremly hot hot chinese new year as usual and as usual loads of eating and sitting ard staring into space doing nth but nevertheless i still think cny rocks! cos u get tons of new clothes and ang paus and it lasts for 15 days!! and is the only time for ppl like me to be able to drink and gamble with parents approval!! and of cos spending time with relatives and family!
It got me thinking though...that this is gonna be me last cny celebration for at least another 2 or possibly 3 years.So i gotta enjoy this to the maximum and i think i;ll really really miss it when i am in UK. Must start to learn how to cook now!!! At least make a few simple dishes so i can survive in UK....first thing on my list is to learn how to cook chicken rice!! anyone willing to be my guinea pig??

(pictures above)Oh and on valentine;s day few weeks back, pharmnotts decided to sell kisses ( stamp one that is! and yes i did get the idea from MC! ) , chocolates and also a cupid msging system! It is really cute! Three cupids ( guess who was one of them!)walking ard making loads of noise , reading out a romantic love poem and striking u with an arrow followed by a picture taking session with a great big heart that says "Ive been struck by cupid'! All this for 4 ringgit! Although all the preparations and walking ard was more tiring that expected, I would say it was worth it cos i had loadsa fun! and i would say this year valentine;s day is a really really memorable and sweet one. :)

Ah..that's all for now.Life is pretty much the same....well not really...it has taken a pretty interesting turn lately and its a good one :)

happy happy happy!
happy chinese new year with lots of love from me!

More more pics

2007-02-03T18:51:00.000+08:00

Me and my dad!! My bday cake b4 i went to Tgif;s to cut another one!! hahaha..yay!! I love bday cakes!
Me and my brother!
I am 21!! gasp!
me and my mummy.
Samantha, Su ming, Phoebe, Me , Anna, n Wan in laundry bar

Peace !!( if u haven guessed already.. me, ken, yin n goh)
3 girls and a guy!

well..since i always encouter uploading pictures problems...i thot it is only sensible to divide my bday pictures into 2 entries!!! so there u go...more pics!! :) ( its not in a very orderly manner)

Nth much bout my current life lately...its so far quite a good start i shall say, classes are a little bit more relaxed compared to previous sem, i have patched things up with a fren of mine, n I kinda did some chinese new year shopping...not as much as i would love to but oh well...better tha nth :)

Bday Pictures

2007-02-03T18:00:00.000+08:00

Silly pose :P
Xin , me and Sam.....I am so gonna miss them when they go back Australia again....

In laundry bar!! kong fui was the only mc guy left(until ke zun came along an hour later ) ok la...i shud have sat a bit more ladylike :PMe and my extremely chocolatey and lotsa lotsa fudge chocolate cake :) i love love it!
Hwee yin, Ken and me!!

That is my" mike". I had to make a speech! well...so i did...( a short n simple 1 anyway:) )
Anna,ME, Wan n my bday presents !! That is a 3 in 1 Action game!! Pinball..basketball n bowling! I am suppose to bring it over to UK in case i ever get lonely there...but....its kinda long...i hope it fits in the luggage bag..

Random

2007-01-28T00:48:00.000+08:00

I really really wanna post pictures taken on My Bday!!
which i had a really great time...and the day b4 a really really fun day n memorable one.....thank you so so much. I really appreciate it. And to everyone who came thanks for coming and entertaining me and spending the nite with me!! Thanks for the super yummy chocolate cake with so so much fudge and so so much love. Thanks for all the presents...i love love love every single one of them.

So the reason for not posting pics is that i dun have any with me...can u bliv it?? i left my camera at home ..n i charged it just b4 dinner!! I am so forgetful! but thank god goh and hwee yin brought theirs...so i am now just waiting for them to upload n pass it to me...so jsut wait!!!

Oh and today i collected a package and i gotta say its one of the most weird present i ever got.I was laughing when i saw the content ( wont tell u guys....secret!) but i thot it was really cute and i really like it in a weird kinda way...so thank you..if ure reading this!!! I reaaaaaaallly appreciate ur thoughtful gesture!

Btw..i thot shopping is suppose to make u feel good!! not feeling miserable and fat at the end of the day!!! I went shopping in mid valley...i practically walked the whole mall..into every single possible shop..and yet..i can end up with absolutely nth!! NTH!!even my bro got shoes n a polo tee!! is me who is fussy? or have i really put on that much of weight that clothes that i normally wear dont look nice on me anymore...urggggh........hopefully i have better luck tmr..i am in desperate need of clothes for CNy!!

Pictures, pictures and more pictures

2007-01-21T23:16:00.000+08:00

Yeap..i know its a bit early to be posting pictures bout my bday but yeah i had a small precelebration birthday with my housemates (hwee yin of cos counted...she adopted housemate!!) since eilyn and pui san wont be here to celebrate mine on wednesday. So.........feast ur eyes on the pretty pictures took that nite at La Bodega(yummy !!)
Oh and the nite b4 ..i stayed over and pui san;s house together with eilyn and Hwee Yin so i helped baked my own cake...it was so so delicious!! and with special thanks to MR CADBURY himself!! (well...it WAS a premix cadbury chocolate cake!)

Hwee Yin, Qianhui, Me and Pui San

2007-01-18T01:33:00.000+08:00

Stupid connection! uploaded pics jsut now!all gone cos of my stupid connection!! oh btw! my exams just ended!! happy happy altho it was not very good la...never ever want to be so last minute ever again....
never ever been so stressed in my life..till my parents are so worried and asked me not to study...
oh well...i wanna uploads so so many pics and they are not in order k!!

Xmas nite in Uni!! all my housemates above cept hwee yin but she adopted housemate d anyway!!

XMAS

2006-12-28T19:09:00.000+08:00

Dont drink and drive.

Xmas eve

Its been a while since I celebrated xmas with my dad and in hk too!! So I expected it to be a really really happy xmas eve.But when he told me what had happened during then, I couldn hold back my tears. Tears just started rapidly forming…but I should not cry. It’s the nite of xmas eve and I am in a restaurant filled with ppl and cryin would just draw attention. But I cant help it, it was too hard to suppress my emotions. You should never ever drink and drive.What I realize at that moment was how much I was afraid of losing them..i mean of cos I always know that I they are important to me but at that moment, it really really hit me. Always treasure the ppl around you especially you know how important they are too u. Life is unpredictable.

It was also during then that I realize I am not capable of suppressing my emotions. Nor am I observant enough nor strong enough. Sigh

On a happier note…after a bit of drama I went down to Canton Road with my family to celebrate xmas eve.I gotta say I am really impressed by the security in HK. Despite the fact that the whole road is full of ppl…there are not much of pushing ard and everywhere u can see police cars controlling the ppl traffic..so I countdown together with the WYNNERS ( a old gp of singers!!) and boy..are they able to make the crowd go wild!!!

Xmas

And the next day I went to tai yue san! The largest outdoor Buddha statue in Asia…( I think and there was a lot a lot of ppl!!) …not to mention overpriced food and lousy service but it was still fun!! The cable car damn long k!

Boxing day!

The day I enjoyed most!!

Disneyland!!

Cant tell you how much of a disney fan I am…

I love Disneyland..brings out the little kid in me!! And thank god there wasn much ppl so I played pratically all the rides!! So fun!! It’s a little small and I finished playing at like 4….not really worth it …but who cares…its Disneyland!! Its like entering into a fantasy world!!! There is music everywhere and although the rides are really kiddy..it was still very very fun! I would definitely go there again!!

Yeap…enuff updates for now….i am so gonna die for my exams…:(

Pics

2006-11-19T00:11:00.000+08:00

at the waterfall.....

Revived!

2006-11-18T23:14:00.000+08:00

Gasp!!
I am reviving my blog!!
I am shocked myself!!
Hmm....i have finally decided to keep u guys updated in my life.
Maybe because lately my life has been a bit more interesting.
Well...late last month , i went Cameron Highlands (ACE CLub welcoming trip) and i had quite a blast..well not everything went as planned..with unexpectedly dizzy journey uphill and heavy rain in the afternoon but nevertheless it was still fun and as usual i took many many pictures...and that nite me and my frens were supposed to drink but unfortunately due to my stupid allergies i cant take alcohol...damn! so i have to WATCH them drink.so FUN. oh well...everything has it ups and downs :P

Unexpected

2006-08-13T23:35:00.000+08:00

Unexpected
Attention all MC-ians!
Pot luck (dinner)at tat wei;s on the 30th AUgust ( 31st is a holiday...so no work excuses!)
Pls decide what to bring and tell me ...maybe few days before the pot luck?

Try to come everyone !! Gonna be a blast..skip uni ming hong...say u gotta celebrate malaysia's national day or sth :P
Drinks provided by tat wei...( hehe....i dont think i need to elaborate on what kind of drinks he is providing rite??)

Tireeeeed

2006-08-11T00:43:00.000+08:00

Unexpected
OKay..you guys might probably bang me if i din eloaborate on previous post..

Shin is currently working for 5 days in a very hideous and absolutely ugly looking uniform( they told me it will be a very pretty uniform...liars)
Tmr will be 3rd day but already feet hurts like crazy.
Since shin;s uniform is ugly she din wanna bump into anyone but unfortunately mid valley is a place where you cannot avoid anyone and she met 2 frens already on wed ( day one)

Hahha...wahaha..anna...you cannot come and visit me!!
and nope i am not implying anyone shud come and visit me..
would really appreciate it. :)

Unexpected

2006-08-11T00:34:00.000+08:00

Unexpected
The first thing my uni friend said when she saw me in mid valley was " Wow you were right...ur uniform is really UGLY..."

Enough said.

Unexpected

2006-07-31T20:31:00.000+08:00

Unexpected

Yes ppl! i have changed my blog add and nope , unlike wan i am not hiding my blog from anyone (kidding)....ok ok...maybe i am...my parents.!!
yes...kae shin here is silly enough to actually allow her parents to accidentally stumble upon her blog...so blah blah....dun out ur pic on the blog...is it alrite to post ur pic on the blog..so on and so forth...
Thank god they din read my blog....( or at least they din read the post where i illegally when clubbing w/o them knowing :P )

A NEW POST !!

2006-07-17T01:10:00.000+08:00

Hi! Long time no see!!! i wasn plannin on updating my blog but this was sth i promised anna so i do hope she will come and visit my blog! Ming Hong...arent u pleased? This is more like a post dedicated to u....Many pics of u :)

Ming hongs Bday...isnt the killer whale just cute?( the idea was getting him drunk so he would sit on the whale but hmmm....guess he dun need to be :P)
Guess who 'blew up' the huge huge whale.!!? Yeap u guess it rite....its me and pui li...( took a lot of my air to blew the whale's bodY)

anyway ming hong.Hope you had a wonderful time on you bday and had lots of fun! You must have loved our present for you rite?? :)

ps:And some ppl wonder why i talk to much.

Milo

2006-06-12T17:02:00.000+08:00

Ello ppl!!
Yes yes i know i haven update in a while.BUT I cant help it..I suddenly lost interest in blogging..NO inspiration whatsover...maybe this is due to the fact that i have been leading a very boring life lately as well...so I find no reason to update.
Well....The only interesting to note in this past week is that i finally finally worked for the first time in my life( well..i wanted to so badly last year but i cant help it if i had dengue fever rite?)

Aha! but although i did work ,...sad to say i am still as lazy as ever..and i only work for this weekend...(possible next weekend as well..not sure though) as milo girl.Standing from 12-9 with a break of only an hour , this job is really tiring but required almost no brain effort. Pour mix serve talk ..all at the same time..so basically , i am now a PRO at making MILO FUZE (not that it takes a genius to know since i just have to add water) and knowing the essential differences between this three products.

THe company that i worked for recruit really young ppl..most whom are still studying and working as part time...there are many from local universities and another one awaiting to be admitted into NUS.And they are all really nice ppl, seriously i thought they would have minded their own business and set up their own booth and get on but nope...if they come early they set everyone;s else booth..help them push it out and basically they are just too nice to be true ( because of that i still do not know how to set up and dismantle a booth) and since we are all so busy i hardly know their names...we are basically named accordingly to what we promote...i am milo...wan is vono another girl is kiwi kleen..nescafe ..you get the picture...

No relation to this post but everyone...sam;s bday is coming...SOMEONE IS TURNING 20 :)

Redang

2006-05-25T00:39:00.000+08:00

Me and my darling qianhui at the swing!!!

Just outside more more tea inn!! Qianhui peiwen and me looking silly!Isnt this picture just nice??? (at the jetty!)

At the jetty!
One of the few group pictures that i have! Most of it is with pin pin so i;ll upload it as soon as i get them from her!

The trip was really fun! This must have been at least my 2nd or 3rd trip to Redang already but the great scenery and the crystal clear water in Redang never cease to amaze me.

Swimming in the sea was really fun( altho the sea is too salty)
and snorkelling was not too bad . I saws sharks (small ones)and nemo and many more fishes!!
The marine park was a disappointment though...I think its too congested .Too many ppl so the water is actually quite dirty and u cant really see much.

I really had lots of fun in Redang..haha burying ppl was a real blast and i we played a bit of football and volleyball on the beach (erm..i suck but it was still fun!)

Ill continue this post later.
Sleepy and my com is laggy at the moment.
Ciao

Unexpected

2006-05-21T00:07:00.000+08:00

Patrick....I am lazy to update.

Nothing interesting is happening in my life rite now..so what can i update abt?

The only interesting thing that happenned today was me wanting to buying a swimsuit..and after trying countless(i think i tried more than 10!) of 2 piece swimsuits . I realised i am too fat for any of those(i hate gaining weight...shudn have eat all those chocs and icecream!)..and bought a one piece from the opposite counter( i think the salesperson was cursing me as i walked away...)

oh and this is for my dearest Li..
My WHY-I-DiSLIKE -DURIAN-STORY
Li, cant bliv i never told u why i dun eat durian.
Its really stupid really...when i was small, the very first time i ate durian..i thought it was not too bad...and all my relatives seem to love durian...except...MY FAMILY ( my bro ate and vomitted!!!)
so that nite after i ate durian...i went to hug and kiss my mummy but she refused saying i smell like one (she hates it!) and i was hurt!!! so from that day onwards i never eat durian and now i really cant stand the smell at all also...( i was very young okay? my mum not wanting to hug me seems like the worst thing that could happen then!!)
yeap..so now i dun like durian at all....Bleh....

Yay..another post..
Hey i cant help it if its a bit boring ok?? i am out of inspirations! ( i am not saying that my previous posts are interesting either...)

Pictures!!

2006-05-18T17:11:00.000+08:00

Dont look at my silly and tired looking face...Look at the smoky thing !!! Underneath all the smoke is my yummy yummy delicious tasting fantabulous looking ice cream. MMMMMmmmmmm
My partner in crime!!! She is an even bigger ice cream fan than me!!!

Oooohhh...this cake is really quite huge...Bought by Miss Pui San for our lecturers' and us.Such a thoughtful gesture right?? and the cake was delicious...so soft and fluffy.....Yummy...

2nd D@y

2006-05-18T00:09:00.000+08:00

I am bored.
Its only Thursday.
Officially my 2nd day of holiday.
Just watched pride and prejudice.
Hmm..let me recap what i did the past 2 days.

TUESDAY
Exams.After that packed. Headed to SWENSENS with lynn for earthquake.
Yummy..2 of us had main course and shared earthquake!(i had sticky chewy chocolate, mocha almond fudge, cookies and cream and butterscotch!)Pure indulgence...i absolutely cannot live without chocolate and ice cream...
when we were abt to head home...found out lynn's care tire punctured!!!
Hahha..we made a silly conclusion that we ate too much and the car couldn support our weight :P
Thank god lynn's dad came to the rescue and thanks again to lynn for the lift home...(2 cars to bring me home...i feel like a queen :P)

WEDNESDAY
Went to mid valley and watch MI 3 . It was a pretty cool movie.
Jonathan Rhys Meyer is so cute!!!

TODAY
Woke up at 12 and watch Pride and Prejudice .
A highly recommended show by Miss Soo.

TOMORROW
Visit ming hong (hopefully)
And have a great time at dinner with ming hong and friends!!!

EXAM WEEK

2006-05-17T23:01:00.000+08:00

I haven been blogging for what seem like ages.
And i am actually really lazy to start blogging again but i guess since i am having a really long holiday....abt 119 nights or so...might as well..(yes i am bragging)

The past week has really been an eventful one, although it was the exam week. I have been sleeping at odd hours like 7 and 8 in the morning for a few days and haha it wasn even close to the fact that i had been studying...i was CHATTING instead( occassionally we went for mamak :P) ...and yes to ppl who know that i dislike mamak...i now have a whole new perception on mamak...the food is not that bad and well...its a good hang out place at nite and really early mornin :) Although i admit i have been slackin this exam week( minghong has warned me that this would happen if i returned to uni early to study!), i din really regret cos it had been really fun and i did learn quite some stuff out of the many many chats we had...and well...although there is always the guilty feeling that you should be studying instead but who cares la...i do study anyway,,,,just not as much as i should be... : P

Friendster.

2006-04-16T21:41:00.000+08:00

I am so irritated with friendster. I cant seem to upload my pictures properly! Its always ERROR-----failure to upload image or Page cannot be displayed. Sigh.

Tomorrow is the start of week 11. 2 more weeks and exam.
Nooooooooo...i havens started revising and i really dun wanna uni to end so soon. I haven even started the stupid 10 questions i am suppose to hand in tmr. Why why do i slack so much?? :(

Pictures and more pictures

2006-04-16T21:13:00.000+08:00

Me and Ming hooi! I miss quite a few group pic...this are one of the fews that i have
Me and Tze ching :)
he he..we are such posers...:p

ps: i thought i din look nice in front view, hence if u notice most of my pics are side view..which now come to think of it..i regret a lil....should have more pics at every different angle.

Pictures!

2006-04-16T00:20:00.000+08:00

Me and my flatmates( well some of them anyway)
Me, li-lynn, qian hui with Chocolate Sundae(Unim Idols!) Arent we just elegant??:p
Pretty Future Pharmacists
Sinthi and me!!

Annual dinner

2006-04-15T23:31:00.000+08:00

Everyone looked gorgeous yesterday! The annual dinner started way past seven yesterday( everyone was late!) and JJ and Rudy from HItz. fm was there too. It was really fun!! Everyone was snapping pictures everywhere...seriously it looked more like a photo taking session than annual dinner.

I have never spent so much time preparing myself for a dinner ( i started at about 3...and i think that wasn early...some ppl i know did theirs at 1 or 2!) I did my hair in a saloon (and i love it! the lady was so so good ..although she was pretty slow) and then later rushed to mid valley for make up. It was pretty tiring...all the fuss for a dinner but i thought the end result was kinda worth it...haha i think i look quite nice..dont u think? ( must puji sendiri once in while right?)

Steal?

2006-04-08T23:07:00.000+08:00

An incident happened this afternoon that kinda reminded me of what happened a few years back. I think that happened when i was in Form 4.

This afternoon, i bought something from Watson's but the stupid cashier lady forgot to remove some bar code thing, so when i went to ZARA, the alarm went off, and the guard had to check gian wan's, sandy's and my bag. And yes ,my bag got the alarm ringing. Of course it was pretty embarassing for a moment but the guard realised that it was not my fault. so i was allowed to go .( when i left, the alarm was still ringing!)

So i removed the tag on my own, and headed to Miss Selfridge only to realise that the same thing happened again. And some guy was actually staring at us. It was really embarassing. I think the guy really thought i stole something cos i cant even walk in the shop at all. Sigh, i have to walk all the way to Watsons to ask them to deactivate whatever was activated.Stupid.

I remember in Form 4, I was accused of stealing once.
I walked in to Memory lane with a card in my hand ( my friend passed it to me) and i left a few minutes later and walked to another shop. Then suddenly i felt a light tap on my shoulder. It was a sales assistant from Memory lane. She thinks that i took sth form her shop and asked me to go back with her. I, of cos panicked and started protesting, i mean i dont steal! Weijen was with me at that time so he accompanied me back tot he shop. I think i was very lucky at that time to have him with me cos I was quite scared and he was actually explaning most of the time.
It was pretty funny actually. He asked the lady if anyone would be stupid enough to actually steal anything without hiding it and then walk boldly out of the shop. And who would steal a card of all things!?

She finally let us off after like 10 minutes of debating(he talked most of the time) and when i opened the card. Actually i dunno what was in the card since it was my friend's but i guess i should have showed her earlier as there are stuff written on it and she figured it was pretty i possible for me to scribble something in a few minutes time. But still, we were pretty angry for being accused for stealing and we stormed off....well kinda ...

There....I updated my blog...(sorry if its boring :p)

8 April 2006

2006-04-08T22:43:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to my beloved May Ling!!!

This post is dedicated to one of my closest friend ever.
She turns 20 today and she is one of the nicest, sweetest and prettiest person i ever known.
And i miss her loads.

So ling, do fly back from UK asap once ur holidays are here!
Once again, happy birthday and hope you had a fantastic birthday in UK!

:)

Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.

~Eleanor Roosevelt

Pretty Much Okay Already

2006-03-31T16:08:00.000+08:00

Lately, I kinda couldn't bring myself to write anything in the blog.
Nothing interesting happened anyway.
I know I was pretty emotional in the last post but I am glad to announce that I am pretty much okay already. Pretty much.. I do think about what happened at times.. but yeap okay already.

Our pharmnotts t-shirts arrived this week.. it's pretty big for me actually... and I ordered small.. and well.. the logo seems pretty small too.. but nevertheless.. it's still nice!
Can't wait for our theme day on monday! (theme day - everyone wears our pharmnotts t-shirts!)

Well.. that's all for this week..
Kinda boring actually.. but on a happier note.. I have less classes and less reports!

2006-03-25T13:54:00.000+08:00

Today

2006-03-23T22:07:00.000+08:00

i DON'T LIKE TODAY.

CPR

2006-03-21T20:32:00.000+08:00

I am a bit sad right now.
but I did have an alright day.
Lab today was actually fun.
I learned quite a lot about CPR, and it was very interesting! (p.s. I thought the baby doll was actually quite creepy) It is actually pretty cool to have a license to save people. But it is a bit scary as well, what if we do hurt someone or accidentally kill that person in process?? I mean I know there is some law to protect us from being sued or something.. but I think it's the very prospect of accidentally killing someone.. will I be able to sleep at night without thinking about it???? I mean of course you can't save everyone in the world and somehow being a health care professional you are bound to kill or hurt someone.. but just the thought sends me the chills.. I am very emotional and I think something like that will take me an awfully long time to forget about.

Maybe that is one of the reasons why I don't wanna be a doctor.
I don't really want to face death.. or anything that is sad or unhappy.
I want to be a happy-go-lucky person all the time.
I like the way I am right now..
Although I can be quite silly at times.

Oh yeah.. I am still a bit down now.
But I think I prefer to keep the reason to myself.. although a blog is a place to kinda express how you feel about something but I am not ready to pour everything out into this yet..

I love my family.
(random...but I just feel like typing that out) :)

SAtURdaY!

2006-03-18T23:29:00.000+08:00

I love and hate Midvalley.
Why does it always have to be so jam on the way to Midvalley and why is it impossible to get a parking space there???
Urghhh.. and that place has to be so damn convenient and handy, that I sometimes absolutely have to be there! Gatherings.. shopping.. lunch..
I miss going to 1-u though.. but why is it so far???

And this week I went shopping for a prom dress with Eilyn and Lynn after our community pharmacy visit. That was fun though.. did a glucose test and of cos I was fine!!! (although I was a little doubtful since I did eat an awful lot of ice cream the night before)
Anyway shopping for a prom dress proved to be an ardous task..
I have to agree that not every dress flatters your body and that dress might look gorgeous but it might not be on you (although it was otherwise for Lynn.. a lil bit jealous though.. she looks fab in everything :P)
Eilyn bought a really lovely dress.. and it looks really nice on her.. very sweet.. I LIKE :)
I on the otherhand.. tried on what seemed like gazillions.. but I was already in love with the very first dress I tried on..
HOWEVER.. it was a lil bit too tight around a certain place.. and that put me in a dilemma! Buy? or not???
But.. its 50% off! (thank you so much to the lady with Xtravaganza card which entitled me for additional 20% off)
Bought it anyway.. too irrestible.. and arghh.. of cos my mum disagreed! Spending money on a dress you hardly fit in? Too bad.. bought already :P

He he.. and I now have to treat my maid extra nice.. she is trying to alter my dress for me.. and she is doing a great job so far.. it's less tight now and hehe i need to start watching my weight.. which brings me to what happened today..

*takes a deep breath*

My 14-year-old cousin told my 16-year-old cousin that I have a waist line of at LEAST 30 inches.. .gasp! 30? 30? 30?
Do I look that fat???
And she told me that I might need to lose some weight.
THAT was HURTFUL!
hmph...

oh well.. other than that.. it was another uneventful saturday..
hope tomorrow will be a more interesting day..
and I hope I'lll get some reading up done tomorrow..
I am so so lost in classes.. and I am so so lazy..
no one usually believes me but it's true..
I AM LOST AND LAZY :(

COM LAB AGAIN!!

2006-03-13T23:19:00.000+08:00

In com lab with Lynn and Pui San!
And I think 3 of us agree on one thing here.
WE HATE LAB REPORTS.

Home!

2006-03-11T15:12:00.000+08:00

I love being home!
I can laze around like a pig!!!
And my parents think that I have been deprived of everything!(especially food!)
I am really gonna miss home lots when I go UK.
I am glad I chose the twinning programme. I would seriously seriously miss life in Malaysia a lot.

The past 2 weeks has been real fun!
Spelunking was nothing that I expected.
It was a real adventure and I felt that I have accomplished something great in my life.
I had so so much fun, you couldn't believe it!
and I met a lots of people!
I think I am starting to like outdoors a lot.
'cos The Gua Tempurung trip was fantastic! 'cept the part that Eilyn got hurt and Li-lynn can't swim in the waterfall :(
It would have been more more fun!!

Lynn and Eilyn!!
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
Hope we can go to the raleigh camp together!
and I can't wait for Tuesday for ICE-CREAM and SHOPPING ON WED!

In COMLAB

2006-03-03T15:10:00.000+08:00

I hate reports.

Emotional

2006-03-03T14:14:00.000+08:00

I am not a clubber. SERIOUSLY.
Although I did go clubbing this week again.
But I can explain this.
It was INTER UNIVERSITY NITE.
With uni students from IMU, APIIT, MONASH, UTAR and one more that I cannot remember, how can I not go?
Of cos I did not tell my mum. I could get grounded. FOR LIFE.

And the afternoon before clubbing, I watched the semi finals of the basket ball competition. It was exciting really!
I really wanted to watch the finals but was busy preparing for clubbing so I missed it.. what a waste! Luckily the team I was supporting won.

PASSION was really really hot.
Although the crowd was great and the music was fabulous, it was just too hot. I was sweating bullets.
Anyway, haha our mission (me, Lynn, Tze, Eilyn, Hwee Yin and Chui San) was to WOW the crowd with Nottingham hot students and guess what? WE DID JUST THAT!

Haha.. we went up the first floor, and we stood up the cushion seats and started dancing! It was great!! Ahah center of attention, no doubt! AND I absolutely love dancing!

I slept at 5.30 yesterday!
Was really sleepy in class but it was worth it! :)

350ml of my blood

2006-02-28T21:42:00.000+08:00

I am still very blur. How do I add the comment bar?
No idea.
Oh well.

I donated blood yesterday. Not painful at all.. I can't even feel anything.. except that.. I wasn't walking straight for the first few minutes. Oh.. haha I think the weighing scale they own was 2kg lighter.. there is no way I am 44! I wish I am 44.. so haha what did i do to donate blood? The minumum weight is 45. So i rushed down, ate a big lunch.. add some keys and handphone to my pocket (including Li-lynn's) and I reweigh.
WAHAHAH 45! I can donate! Yay!
Lynn says that in case it's still not 45.. I can wet my underwear, let it absorb more water so I increase in weight!!!

Nothing much happened today.
Had lab today.
Stimulation of my ulnar nerve. That was painful. And the experience wasn't worth it. But nevertherless it was still quite an okay day.
I am bored now.
That's why I am blogging.
Refuse to study or revise or do anything.
ARGH!
Why am I LAZY?????
It's getting worse..
I am getting lazier by the day...
Why???

Ladies Night

2006-02-24T12:13:00.000+08:00

Thursday.
I am still wondering if I should let anyone know about my blog.
Kinda embarassed about it. Oh well.. maybe it's not that bad after all. I should try to be more confident about my own work!!
Yesterday was a very fun fun day!!
Of course it started off as a very hectic and tiring one as well..
with group meetings at 10 (argh!! think my english really has gone down the drain.. Ying Ying spent so much time editing my work!!) and classes till 5.. and then another group meeting till 7!!!

It's so so tiring.. but along the day.. some good things happened as well!
We took our year book pictures which was fun.. as we were posing a few pretty silly pics.
And later.. the outdoors club told me that I can join the caving trip since someone pulled out! (well.. I am not that sure if that is a good thing..)
We also celebrated my flatmate's birthday! Belated! But it was fun! And so so sweeetttt!!!
Ate cheese cake.. yummy!

And yeap I did go clubbing!!
Didn't really start that well at first.. as we were too early for Nouvo, (hey it was already 11 by the time we reached there!), then we decided to go Atmosphere.. but omg.. closed for renovation.. and my heels were already killing me!

So fine fine.. let's go Beach House instead! But.. oh man.. the crowd is so so mature.. all in their 30's and no one was dancing! Booooring..
Headed back to Nouvo.. still closed, stupid!

Well.. since we were already in KL from Semenyih.. it doesn't make sense to just go home right? Furthermore we were all dressed up looking pretty and hot!!! (well. not me but certainly Chui San, Tze Ching, Ee Lin, Eilyn and etc etc)

So finally we decided to go Zouk.. (my 2nd time there!)
And argh.. they are having an event.. so ladies nite or not..
we gotta pay 35 bucks..
Oh well.. might as well..

Zouk was really fun though!!
It was really smoky.. but fun.. and the dj was really good! He played some great music!!!!
However, some of my friends were quite unlucky to encounter some horny men!!!! Stupid people.. can they keep their hands to themselves.. (I was lucky...nothing happened to me!)

Reached home (campus) at about almost 4..
Tiring.. but certainly fun..

Tired

2006-02-23T00:28:00.000+08:00

Another really tiring week!!
AND it's only wednesday...
I feel so drained.. mentally and physically..
There are so many classes each day and I realised I totally DO NOT LISTEN to any of the lectures..
Lab is tiring as usual.. titration.. solvent extraction.
I dont mind lab actually.. but 6 hours of lab in a day???
and I have to hand in 2 reports??? ( group and individual)
Individual is still alright.. but it's the group report that is quite irritating.
Arghh!! Was supposed to watch Just Like Heaven today.. Unifilms!!!
But they postponed it!!! How could they!! I was looking forward to it the whole week!! Sigh.. why can't they have the international pot luck day another week huh???
And when I finally decided to join the caving trip (after much persuasion from my friends and later persuading my parents) ..no more places left.. talk about major disappointment!!

Oh well.. I have tomorrow's clubbing to look forward to.
Hope it's not cancelled..
And no raids pls.

5 of us

2006-02-18T22:21:00.000+08:00

They came and visit me in UNI!!!

My bro and I

2006-02-18T22:16:00.000+08:00

I'll update a nicer pic soon...just trying it out.

Unexpected

2006-02-18T21:33:00.000+08:00

My first blog.. here goes. I think I have been deleting the first few sentences of my blog for a bout 10 minutes now.. what to write????
It's a bit weird really. I never thought I would start my own blog.
Why?
1. cos well I thought I could never write my true feelings down and let everyone read it
2. bad English...( well.. everyone's blog seems so wonderful.. and their English is like WOW!)
3. erm.. and well.. I just didn't think it was a thing that I would do

And now.. I actually started one.. really wonder how long this will last.. and how updated this blog will be..
Hmm.. actually the sad thing is.. nothing interesting happened to me today
except that Justin left to Adelaide today.. gonna miss him! He is such a nice person!!!
And Anna gonna leave next week also..
So so sad.. gonna miss her loads!

I really really miss my secondary friends a lot.
I miss our MC gatherings at Tat Wei's place. I miss having sleepovers at Anna Tropicana house.
I miss having sleepovers at MY house. I miss chatting till 5 or 6 in the morning.
I miss everything about my secondary school life. (well.. except the studying part and wearing ugly uniforms..) Those were some of the best years in my life.

Right now.. I am just looking forward to seeing Anna tomorrow (probably the last time I'll see her before she leaves for Aussie) and waiting for the UK ppl to come back this June! Can't wait!!

=)